Plants vs. Zombies Wiki:Chat/Logs/10 July 2017

[03:36] <DeathZombi> Hello Princess Celestia
[03:36] <Iamarepeater> hive deathzombi 
[03:39] <DeathZombi> How are you doing 
[03:43] <Iamarepeater> ok
[03:57] <Iamarepeater> hi
[04:14] <Monalizarempillo> Hello
[04:14] <Iamarepeater> hi
[04:20] <Monalizarempillo> can you cheat me in plant vs zombie
[04:21] <Iamarepeater> ???
[04:21] <Monalizarempillo> Cheat me pleas
[04:22] <Iamarepeater> I can't for singleplayer games
[04:23] <DeathZombi> No cheating 
[04:23] <Monalizarempillo> In chinese
[04:24] <ClashA.G> lol
[04:34] <DeathZombi> Hi Camwood
[04:35] <DeathZombi> Listen... I'm sorry about you losing a loved one. It hurts horribly. 
[04:37] <Iamarepeater> hive SMU
[04:37] <ShroomstagramUser> Hola, senor
[04:37] <Camwood777> Of course, that's the only part of the blog people seem to talk to me about anyhow.
[04:38] <DeathZombi> Hi Shroomstagram
[04:38] <ShroomstagramUser> Hola, other senor
[04:38] <DeathZombi> I didn't want to say more because I did not want to hurt you more 
[04:38] <Camwood777> Y'know, never mind the fact I have no freedom, or the part where I'm eternally the bad guy and will never be viewed as otherwise, so I feel no need to even try.
[04:38] <Camwood777> What, do those problems just not exist for you people?
[04:38] <ShroomstagramUser> Is it a bad time?
[04:38] <Camwood777> Dead relatives the only problem I've had this summer and the rest of my life's just me overreacting?
[03:57] <Iamarepeater> hi
[04:14] <Monalizarempillo> Hello
[04:14] <Iamarepeater> hi
[04:20] <Monalizarempillo> can you cheat me in plant vs zombie
[04:21] <Iamarepeater> ???
[04:21] <Monalizarempillo> Cheat me pleas
[04:22] <Iamarepeater> I can't for singleplayer games
[04:23] <DeathZombi> No cheating 
[04:23] <Monalizarempillo> In chinese
[04:24] <ClashA.G> lol
[04:34] <DeathZombi> Hi Camwood
[04:35] <DeathZombi> Listen... I'm sorry about you losing a loved one. It hurts horribly. 
[04:37] <Iamarepeater> hive SMU
[04:37] <ShroomstagramUser> Hola, senor
[04:37] <Camwood777> Of course, that's the only part of the blog people seem to talk to me about anyhow.
[04:38] <DeathZombi> Hi Shroomstagram
[04:38] <ShroomstagramUser> Hola, other senor
[04:38] <DeathZombi> I didn't want to say more because I did not want to hurt you more 
[04:38] <Camwood777> Y'know, never mind the fact I have no freedom, or the part where I'm eternally the bad guy and will never be viewed as otherwise, so I feel no need to even try.
[04:38] <Camwood777> What, do those problems just not exist for you people?
[04:38] <ShroomstagramUser> Is it a bad time?
[04:38] <Camwood777> Dead relatives the only problem I've had this summer and the rest of my life's just me overreacting?
[04:38] <Camwood777> Wouldn't surprise me.
[04:39] <DeathZombi> I sometimes keep my issues to myself 
[04:39] <Camwood777> I'm growing apathetic at this rate.
[04:39] <Camwood777> It wouldn't even be a surprise to me if people flat-out didn't have those issues register in their heads.
[04:39] <ShroomstagramUser> Should I just return later?
[04:40] <Camwood777> Whatever. Lord knows not a thing I say will actually make a difference.
[04:40] <Camwood777> You'll either stay or leave either way, all depending on literally any factors BUT what I say.
[04:40] <Camwood777> Since lord knows I'm fucking powerless in my life.
[04:41] <ShroomstagramUser> Don't be so hard on yourself.
[04:41] <Camwood777> So uh, yeah, your call, but it's always your call because my actions mean absolutely nothing.
[04:41] <Camwood777> If I could whimsically stop being so hard on myself, I'd have done that.
[04:41] <Camwood777> Unfortunately, depression doesn't exactly work that way.
[04:41] <Camwood777> So, I guess we're stuck here.
[04:42] <ShroomstagramUser> I'll just leave this here http://www.webmd.com/depression/features/natural-treatments#1
[04:38] <Camwood777> Wouldn't surprise me.
[04:39] <DeathZombi> I sometimes keep my issues to myself 
[04:39] <Camwood777> I'm growing apathetic at this rate.
[04:39] <Camwood777> It wouldn't even be a surprise to me if people flat-out didn't have those issues register in their heads.
[04:39] <ShroomstagramUser> Should I just return later?
[04:40] <Camwood777> Whatever. Lord knows not a thing I say will actually make a difference.
[04:40] <Camwood777> You'll either stay or leave either way, all depending on literally any factors BUT what I say.
[04:40] <Camwood777> Since lord knows I'm fucking powerless in my life.
[04:41] <ShroomstagramUser> Don't be so hard on yourself.
[04:41] <Camwood777> So uh, yeah, your call, but it's always your call because my actions mean absolutely nothing.
[04:41] <Camwood777> If I could whimsically stop being so hard on myself, I'd have done that.
[04:41] <Camwood777> Unfortunately, depression doesn't exactly work that way.
[04:41] <Camwood777> So, I guess we're stuck here.
[04:42] <ShroomstagramUser> I'll just leave this here http://www.webmd.com/depression/features/natural-treatments#1
[04:42] <Camwood777> Oh, goody.
[04:42] <DeathZombi> You know... how is your living situation at home?
[04:43] <Camwood777> The same regurgitated list of "depression help" the internet throws up anytime it becomes apparent you're not mentally stable.
[04:43] <Camwood777> If any of those helped, I would've done 'um by now, and we wouldn't be here.
[04:43] <Camwood777> But we seem to be in this situation.
[04:43] <Camwood777> It's actually okay. The only real bother is my younger brother.
[04:43] <Camwood777> Though my Sister's going to college, and that'll be upsetting.
[04:44] <DeathZombi> How old are you? 
[04:44] <Camwood777> And will also be the only thing you even recognize in the list of issues, ignoring the fact I feel I have no control of my life and all my actions lead to me being classed as the bad guy.
[04:44] <Camwood777> I'm 16.
[04:44] <Camwood777> So, young enough for people to brush my words off as me being a whiny bitch, and have society say "that's correct."
[04:44] <ShroomstagramUser> I'm 16 too
[04:45] <ShroomstagramUser> I have mental issues
[04:45] <ShroomstagramUser> I lost relatives
[04:45] <ShroomstagramUser> I've had computer issues
[04:46] <Camwood777> And YOU were never considered the "bad guy" no matter where you went or what you did, and YOU never had people flat-out betray you sending you into a long depression, and YOU never had your life being constantly put at risk of being all for naught almost weekly for an entire year, and YOU never had life take a steaming dogshit over you for that entire year.
[04:46] <Camwood777> You think you can relate, but buddy. If you could, you wouldn't be half the man I am.
[04:46] <DeathZombi> Do you feel that when we say we also have issues, that you feel that your own issues are "softened" by what we say?
[04:46] <ShroomstagramUser> I'm not going around begging for sympathy from others. When something bad happens in my life, I reflect on it, and grow from it
[04:46] <Iamarepeater> hive
[04:46] <DeathZombi> Hello Marquess of Pherae 
[04:46] <Camwood777> You'd be maybe a quarter, an eighth, tops.
[04:47] <Marcia Aeris> Hey, DZ.
[04:47] <Camwood777> Granted, it's still only a fraction of a very small increment, but whatever. I'm not your math teacher.
[04:47] <ShroomstagramUser> You're letting your mental illness define you. That's the problem. 
[04:47] <Iamarepeater> hive jack
[04:47] <Camwood777> Buddy, if I had the time to do that, I'd have done it.
[04:47] <Camwood777> Except, before I can recover, more issues pile up.
[04:47] <Camwood777> And more.
[04:47] <Camwood777> And more.
[04:47] <Camwood777> And more.
[04:47] <Marcia Aeris> Should I leave now?
[04:47] <Jackninja5DipperGravityFalls> Hi-oh shit, I walked in at a bad time...again.
[04:47] <Camwood777> The scars from 2013 are still on me, I swear to christ.
[04:47] <Marcia Aeris> Not the wiki.
[04:48] <Camwood777> They haven't had a chance to heal.
[04:48] <ShroomstagramUser> From2013?!?
[04:48] <DeathZombi> You did. I am trying to help but I... I keep fucking up more. 
[04:48] <Camwood777> Yes, 2013.
[04:48] <ShroomstagramUser> Jesus, ok
[04:48] <Marcia Aeris> What scars?
[04:48] <Marcia Aeris> Scars from what?
[04:48] <Camwood777> So it's a good thing life has decided I'm its cosmic plaything to constantly beat up and mock and have be hated by almost everyone you know.
[04:42] <Camwood777> Oh, goody.
[04:42] <DeathZombi> You know... how is your living situation at home?
[04:43] <Camwood777> The same regurgitated list of "depression help" the internet throws up anytime it becomes apparent you're not mentally stable.
[04:43] <Camwood777> If any of those helped, I would've done 'um by now, and we wouldn't be here.
[04:43] <Camwood777> But we seem to be in this situation.
[04:43] <Camwood777> It's actually okay. The only real bother is my younger brother.
[04:43] <Camwood777> Though my Sister's going to college, and that'll be upsetting.
[04:44] <DeathZombi> How old are you? 
[04:44] <Camwood777> And will also be the only thing you even recognize in the list of issues, ignoring the fact I feel I have no control of my life and all my actions lead to me being classed as the bad guy.
[04:44] <Camwood777> I'm 16.
[04:44] <Camwood777> So, young enough for people to brush my words off as me being a whiny bitch, and have society say "that's correct."
[04:44] <ShroomstagramUser> I'm 16 too
[04:45] <ShroomstagramUser> I have mental issues
[04:45] <ShroomstagramUser> I lost relatives
[04:45] <ShroomstagramUser> I've had computer issues
[04:46] <Camwood777> And YOU were never considered the "bad guy" no matter where you went or what you did, and YOU never had people flat-out betray you sending you into a long depression, and YOU never had your life being constantly put at risk of being all for naught almost weekly for an entire year, and YOU never had life take a steaming dogshit over you for that entire year.
[04:46] <Camwood777> You think you can relate, but buddy. If you could, you wouldn't be half the man I am.
[04:46] <DeathZombi> Do you feel that when we say we also have issues, that you feel that your own issues are "softened" by what we say?
[04:46] <ShroomstagramUser> I'm not going around begging for sympathy from others. When something bad happens in my life, I reflect on it, and grow from it
[04:46] <Iamarepeater> hive
[04:46] <DeathZombi> Hello Marquess of Pherae 
[04:46] <Camwood777> You'd be maybe a quarter, an eighth, tops.
[04:47] <Marcia Aeris> Hey, DZ.
[04:47] <Camwood777> Granted, it's still only a fraction of a very small increment, but whatever. I'm not your math teacher.
[04:47] <ShroomstagramUser> You're letting your mental illness define you. That's the problem. 
[04:47] <Iamarepeater> hive jack
[04:47] <Camwood777> Buddy, if I had the time to do that, I'd have done it.
[04:47] <Camwood777> Except, before I can recover, more issues pile up.
[04:47] <Camwood777> And more.
[04:47] <Camwood777> And more.
[04:47] <Camwood777> And more.
[04:47] <Marcia Aeris> Should I leave now?
[04:47] <Jackninja5DipperGravityFalls> Hi-oh shit, I walked in at a bad time...again.
[04:47] <Camwood777> The scars from 2013 are still on me, I swear to christ.
[04:47] <Marcia Aeris> Not the wiki.
[04:48] <Camwood777> They haven't had a chance to heal.
[04:48] <ShroomstagramUser> From2013?!?
[04:48] <DeathZombi> You did. I am trying to help but I... I keep fucking up more. 
[04:48] <Camwood777> Yes, 2013.
[04:48] <ShroomstagramUser> Jesus, ok
[04:48] <Marcia Aeris> What scars?
[04:48] <Marcia Aeris> Scars from what?
[04:48] <Camwood777> So it's a good thing life has decided I'm its cosmic plaything to constantly beat up and mock and have be hated by almost everyone you know.
[04:48] <ShroomstagramUser> EVERYONE?
[04:48] <Camwood777> It's a personal story I'm not comfortable sharing.
[04:49] <ShroomstagramUser> Cuz 3 or 4 people legit being jerks to you means everyone
[04:49] <Camwood777> But long story short, it's basically the event that initated my depression.
[04:49] <Camwood777> What good is it if nobody else is arsed to speak up and say they care?
[04:49] <Camwood777> It's as good as if they were on their side, as far as I'm concerned.
[04:49] <Marcia Aeris> I feel like that I don't really matter to you anymore, Cam.
[04:49] <DeathZombi> I want to help you but I am scared of upsetting you even more...
[04:49] <Camwood777> Millions of people could actually care, but, really, if nobody says a word...
[04:50] <DeathZombi> I feel so goddamn helpless seeing you suffer 
[04:50] <DeathZombi> "Like, what the fuck do I do!? I don't know what to do!" is going in my head.
[04:51] <ShroomstagramUser> You can't do anything, because he'll never accept your help, and rather wants to stay a victim, instead of getting off the internet and join his school's debate team.
[04:51] <Marcia Aeris> He's homeschooled.
[04:51] <ShroomstagramUser> Or a debate club
[04:52] <ShroomstagramUser> Of some kind
[04:52] <Camwood777> I'm Online schooled.
[04:52] <Camwood777> There's a difference.
[04:52] <ShroomstagramUser> Online debate club?
[04:52] <Camwood777> Yeah, as if.
[04:52] <Camwood777> I learned the hard way debate simply doesn't really exist.
[04:52] <Camwood777> It's a no-hill struggle trying to convince people.