User blog:Fairy27/Cause of Sudden Inactivity and Demotion

...Even after some days I feel weak. Wait, that should not be said in the intro. Fairy27 here, and...things happened.

That inactivity of mine was sudden, since I planned to be active few days ago, but never happened. Said inactivity has the same reason from the previous Wiki Activity Update blog of mine. Yup, the festival has a second part during the last few days. The worst part is, this time, I left my phone behind! I had to use my mother's tablet, even now.

Shortly after that festival, me and my parents went to a hotel for a stay. Upon arrival there, though, I started to grow weak. And when I checked the wiki again tomorrow, the weakness grew way stronger when I saw the recent drama, notably seeing TULO's filled and top Wikia's Cancer blog. Thanks guys, really appreciated it. That blog also started to make me think.

"Do I really deserve the Discussion Moderator rights? You know what, no!"

It was that moment... That I had to request TULO to demote. If Staff Reboot happens, then it won't really matter for me. And at least I can get out from the Staff Evaluation forms.

The forms aren't the ones I mainly need to get out forever. It's that recent drama instead. I know it's impossible, but at least I can get out as far as possible. The truth is, I grabbed the oppurtunity for Discussion Moderator rights before simply because I thought it would help me be more responsible than before (yeah, I'm not responsible in real life TBH and usually cause my parents worry). It somewhat did but it is bringing me down and affecting myself at the moment. Oh, and I wanted to abuse that power but ended up not to.

This is actually the second time I stepped down from having a right, and the first in terms of online stuff. The first time overall was something in real-life and I'd rather not tell that. The reason was similar as well and that key from that was to get out from extreme stress. It's also forcing me to be online everyday and that's going to affect my school life if I won't be careful about it.

That will not bring me down in completely giving up in this wiki. In fact, joining here changed who I am! Thanks for the support, and I'm glad to know one another. I know I caused a con for Roleplayers - that no Discussion Moderator will now watch over RPs. I don't want to be exactly useless, even though I participate some other threads needing to be closed or updating, so I'd rather get demoted through a request and I've had it using those rights. But now I will follow the path of a simple user here. I've done what I wanted to know when I had the Discussion Moderator rights, and I'd rather not request for any rights ever again.

While I'm typing this, though, I am sick in real life, which was the "weak" part earlier in this blog. Stress will just make that worse, so that's going to affect me. I'm not going to exactly be myself for now, and I'm still going to be a bit inactive. Thanks. This blog will get updated if I feel like it.