User blog comment:Itsleo20/To liberate myself from dark thoughts/@comment-24843074-20160527020122

 Probably not as bad as my real life. Intensely socially awkward in early 7th grade, shy, no friends, basically ignored by everyone. Heck somethymes I don't feel like I'm there. Plus I have this negative look on things. Like if I was going to do something, I'd think about it, but I'd always think of the most logical outcome, which is negative. For example, if I told a girl I liked her, she'd probably say no or she was with another person. Then, everyone in the grade hears about it and you're left with that burden for the rest of the school year, maybe longer.

 But you know, here, I'm respected. People care. And it kinda boosts my spirit in some way. I always think of this wiki, it's one of my priorities. This seems a bit sad. Maybe it is. But that doesn't matter.

 Also why did I do this in strikethrough?