Board Thread:Internal management/@comment-7091122-20160526014234/@comment-7091122-20160526031010

Pinkgirl234 wrote: Didn't I say in one thread that we settle it there quickly and not turn it into a neverending drama?

Camwood, I already apologized for coming off as "mocking" you even if I did not even intend to.

About the badges part there, I did not even direct that reply to you. When did I mention you or username there?

Plus Camwood, where did you get the idea that I intended to hurt you? When did I ever "hurt" you? Did I once send a hate message at your talk page? No. I haven't even messaged you there and I am smart enough to know sending someone a hate message on their talk page is unwise to do. Did I ever use a derogatory remark against you? No. Plus it is still unwise for me to do such as well.

I honestly hate to say this but you are overreacting too much. An example is how you reacted when TULO gave you a warning and you seem to take it as if it's a really huge deal. You know, if you wanted to talk about your warning, you could at least talk to him about it. A warning from an administrator is not gonna scar your reputation in this wiki.

Camwood, I'm willing to sort this out together. Just message me on my talk page or PM me in chat. I'm not going to bite. I'm willing to give my time and listen to you as well as converse with you.

"Camwood, I already apologized for coming off as "mocking" you even if I did not even intend to."

Just saying sorry doesn't make problems go away. This is stuff you get taught as a little kid.

"About the badges part there, I did not even direct that reply to you. When did I mention you or username there?"

It was very much implied there, since I was the one who said that.

"Where did you get the idea that I intended to hurt you? When did I ever "hurt" you? Did I once send a hate message at your talk page? No. I haven't even messaged you there and I am smart enough to know sending someone a hate message on their talk page is unwise to do. Did I ever use a derogatory remark against you? No."

Just because you didn't do those, doesn't mean you didn't hurt me. And even if you didn't intend for things to hurt, it doesn't mean they don't hurt. And you can't just say "I didn't hurt you" and make stuff stop hurting. Because it doesn't work like that.

"I honestly hate to say this but you are overreacting too much."

Have you been subject to 9 months of mental torture and agony, with nothing but stress, hatred, and a loss of sense of self being strung throughout it? I hardly even go a day without having a nasty thought. One of how things could've went wrong. Of how I could've been suffering right now. Of how I would be in an eternal hell on earth, for all intents and purposes.

And you're telling me, that me being in agony over even a little bit of pain, when all I have felt for about 55% of the time for the past 9 months, is overreacting?

I hardly even know who I am anymore; I can only barely tell a few things about myself, and they're all basics. The rest, I rely on what people say about me.

And all I've learned from you is that I'm always wrong. I'm powerless. I'm a whiny overreacting idiot. I'm just not a good person at all. And you're not the first one to sing these songs, so who am I to say you're incorrect? How am I supposed to know I'm not whiny? How? Tell me. Please. No, really. Tell me how I'm supposed to know. Because as far as I know, I'm not. Because I can't. When I can't even tell you what I'm like myself, how am I supposed to know what I'm told I'm like is wrong?