User blog:Light Bomber/È il momento di essere mec

Well, i kinda wanted to say something after i thought a bit (btw the leave is doing very good, since i'm not really caring for anything on the wikia other than few people i want to have some sort of contact with, bruh, been a lot more calm) and, i really indeed got a bit "too over the top" when argumenting against Discord.

On the end of the day, what i really disliked was the fact Lawn was being deadier than before (Fun fact, after i left for reals the Lawn got way more active! I wonder why...) and, the fact that stress was snowballing. I had real life stress, coupled with videogame failing (you know the days you just go play a game and lose 30 times in a row?) coupled with some problems on my pc COUPLED WITH THE LACK OF ACTIVTY ON THE LAWN...

All that really made a huge snowball of stress (In my own words i describe it as like there's a shadow of me around me formed by that stress, at the time i was that stressed) and you know what happens, this i why i told PS to stop talking on one of the least-rude-yet-still-rude ways, and also why i was essentially wanting to get a hammer and destroy discord like it was some sort of rocky furniture.

Unless i'm mistaken, i didn't do really a bad choice, yeah, i in a weird sense "lost" friends and all, but look, it's better to die a hero (leave as a meh user) than live as a villain (stay the grumpiest user in the wikia), in another sense, let's look at all the stress "channels" i was getting, real life, discord, lawn, games.

4. Four whole channels of stress (although lawn and discord are kinda on a couple there, lawn for being inactive, discord for being favoured so much)  which, as you all know from one of my previous blogs, wouldn't really help with the fact i get anger a bit easily, well, on quite a few cases, that is.

Really, this is basically a sort of "explanation" blog from my leaving, and also some sort of "apology" blog.

Even though it might not /seem/ like the optimal apology blog "oh yes discord is great i'm comming back let's have fun, i'll go work on css and help the wikia even more" as you know, just a human, but what i'm basically trying to say, is that, i was wrong on getting so annoyed by discord, i was wrong by threating some people badly (please excuse me if i haven't spelled that right, i don't mean that i'm torturing people or was) because of discord, and overall being so toxic about it.

A lot of stress was around, and there fore i wasn't being able to hold myself much, but eh, it's okay if some of you still keep thinking i'm some sort of anti-discord villain that is going to spam sock puppets there or something, as long as you don't go around blamming me by any of the problems that may or may not happen (most likely not, most users favour discord), therefore, i just assume this is a... er.

Long time, indeed no see (in a while) blog, i just wanted to leave at least some sort of apology before leaving, because i really have been thinking about that, my actions were wrong, on a lot of ways, but my opinions... stayed as my opinions, the problem was the stress that caused me to end up doing bad actions due to the "pressure" of the stress.

So, i think that's pretty much it guys, as always, i have hidden 2 easter eggs on  this blog, maybe 3, hopefully ya'll find em, again just a pointless little "signature" to my blogs nowadays, just so you can see a difference between me and a puppet in case new ones try to impersonate me (a lot of cases of that already happened), can you find them

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