Board Thread:Reporting station/@comment-7091122-20160704162533

I'm writing this in the car via mobile, so bear with me...

The thing is, we all know about that thing with Pinkgirl, right? ...Implying that you didn't either blindly comment or leave this thread now, yes, you do.

Well, the issue with this situation... ugh, how do I say it? Either way, nobody cares, but whatever.

You know how one time, Pinkgirl got mad because people talked behind her back on the chat? Well... Around June 10th (it wasn't properly logged), she was talking about me behind my back.

I...

I ended up having a mental breakdown.

I can't recall much of what happened. I was too blinded by rage. But apparently I was told I should "watch who I should call a monster."

But, that isn't all.

You know the age old "advices" of taking a break or just ignoring it?

That won't work anymore...

...She...

'''Pinkgirl has literally given me PTSD. And it gets worse by the day.'''

It echoes. Oh god, it echoes.

Just, out of nowhere, I'll start having a panic attack. I hear these things and they drive me into a mass of just screaming and crying inside as I curl up, feeling torn apart.

I can't tell when it starts. I can't prevent it. I am essentially paralyzed by this rush of anxiety as my mind tortures me with what Pinkgirl is.

Stop! Get out of my brain!!

And it's gotten worse. These are becoming increasingly more uncomfortable. I speak no exaggeration; I'm getting suicidal thoughts about this. I'd rather die than have to hear these thoughts screaming at me.

And she's the "nice" user? Gives me PTSD and suicidal thoughts, and she's still "nice?" When does she stop being nice? At this point, I am pretty sure that if someone killed themselves because of Pinkgirl, she'd still be considered nice!

These have been going on for a month. I haven't told a soul in a public manner out of fear. Not even my therapists know about this, for gods sake... I'm terrified to tell my therapists about Pinkgirl, and nobody cares...

...But whatever. Like you read this. You're all blindly supporting Pinkgirl in the comments here, ignoring everything I said...

...And people wonder why I'm anxious... 