User blog:Marcia Aeris/Explaining my "mental health issues"

Sorry if it's too much like the recent "attention wh***" blogs, but I feel like I need to address this due to changing my staff section status.

While I'm now immune from forced ACP training (where you need to put your palms on your back as closed fists, straight back, chin up, stomach in, chest out, feet attached but far apart to let another foot in-between at almost all times and moving will force demerits) and will do community service on Saturdays starting next week, my physical health is taking a major toll on my mental state.

ACP training legitimately felt like torture because of my weaker state compared to the rest of my batchmates, and I had a near-death experience (because of that forced position) and if the officers weren't there, something worse would have happened, because they're rather strict on demerits.

It didn't stop there though, after trying ACP training before my mom told the school, everyday I feel like my heart is clogged so very often my breathing can get abnormal at times. Not to mention that my family has a history of diabetes and high-blood.

And lastly, I recently got an injury that isn't too major, but is on my foot so I can't walk properly for quite some time. It's really painful and I feel like not being able to walk for the most part can take a major toll on other parts of my health.

That's pretty much all of why my mental health is going down. I know it's more of physical pain, but things like these can also take a major toll on my mentality and how I feel.

I'll try my best to still be active around here, but if I seem down on the dumps, refer to this because this is likely why.