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Wizmalk wrote: Camwood777 wrote:

Itsleo20 wrote:

Camwood777 wrote:

Itsleo20 wrote:

Camwood777 wrote:

Itsleo20 wrote: I don't want to appear as the bad guy, but you haven't been particularly great either.

Each time you wrote one of these threads, you complain about people not caring. And yet when I PMed you to attempt to help, all you did was respond with "...whatever." How the hell are people supposed to care when you don't even listen to what they had to say? In addition, I talked about some of my own experiences in that PM, to which again you responded with "...whatever." If you're stuck in this depression and can't be bothered to sympathize with another in a similar position, than perhaps you don't deserve to be helped, seeing that it's purely a waste of time.

Apologies for any harsh language, but I felt I had to say this. None of the advice you gave me then works out. I've tried them all. And we're right here, aren't we?

...but whatever, it doesn't matter, since apparently I don't deserve to be helped. I have to earn that, apparently... Perhaps I cannot fit entirely in your shoes, but I think that a response of "...whatever" is rude towards someone who tried to help.

By the way, PTSD is too much of an exaggeration. You haven't been in a war or the Holocaust, you can't possibly know what that feels like. That's gotta be some logical fallacy... Perhaps I'm exaggerating, but I hardly feel that cyberbullying can cause such traumatic feelings.

In fact, if you were really that traumatized, you most likely would keep to yourself, or become insane.

Neither of those have happened, which points to a likely conclusion that you invalidated your claim of not exaggerating. I was keeping it to myself for a month. I had to share it because I couldn't stand it anymore.

And, really? You're going to consider me a sane person?

...whatever, like you care. Like anybody cares... And like I said, this is derailing into a thread against me, because Pinkgirl can't do any harm, apparently... Well, I care immensely. And that's not an understatement, or an overstatement.

Listen. You need to do what's best for you. Losing a streak on a wiki is nothing compared to the chance that you will be able to clear your mind and get ahold of yourself and your situation, even if only in the slightest. I pretty much dropped communication with a close group just to stop myself from falling into your situation and it worked. I didn't care that I was no longer part of a serious group effort, or that I was no longer holding some sort of streak. I just wanted to avoid a psychological rollercoaster, and even if the things I could turn to in place of the group sucked, they were still things I could, actually, turn to. Plus, have you at least considered admitting this to your therapist? Please, it never hurts to try. It may hurt when you have to do something, but just trying is completely fine.

Unfortunately, your attitude during this situation has caused your own self-deprecation to slowly become true. I'm no psychologist, but I do know that no matter your psychological condition, constantly releasing self-deprecating thoughts on a place like this will slowly cause everyone to either a) be dragged down with you knowing that nothing they say will help, b) start to develop a negative attitude towards you, c) just not care in general, or d) all of the above. There's a neologism for this pitfall. It's called "wangst," but I'd call it a slur in this situation as while it's usually a harmless pormanteau between "wah-wah" and "angst," some people like to view it as being combined with "wanker" and related variations instead. In other words, let's not call your situation that.

I get that everything is so difficult right now, but don't start assuming that I, Leo, or the others do not actually care and are just trying to concern troll. Seriously. When people do that and mean it, that kills people. No, that has killed people before: there is a particularly famous post on Reddit where trolls managed to kill a suicidal person (this may or may not have been on purpose) by flooding him with "do it" messages. Strength comes best in numbers. Consider us your first.

I too believe that Pinkgirl should at least be held accountable in some form for the original incident. But since you're occupying a majority of this drama which has become dead horse beating (not to bring any negative connotation), we have to turn to you first. Trust me. I am not concern trolling. I am not on anyone's side, and you can trust me on that.

As a member of /r/fnafcringe as well, I just want you to end this in the least costly way possible. Please, just at least try the advice that people are giving you now, even if it means repeating a past failure. There is always a chance that a method that failed before will end in success this time.

Please, just hear me out...

And if I sound negative to you, I'm incredibly sorry, and I truly mean it. But I can't think of anything else to say. Nice essay.