User blog:Zambiealex/This

I remember when I first came to this wiki. It was fun. I got off on a shakey start but I eventually got respect from you all. I was a good Staff member back in those days, I cared for everyone and respected them. When I was a Chat Mod, I defended the chat rooms from Socks, day in and Day out. Now look what is has become, A Ghost Town. Believe me, I would like to get everything back but I cannot.

I was a Discussion Mod that loved to voice my opinions and listen to other. I moved threads, cleaned and etc.

I finally was a Content Mod, I took care of pages and etc.

Everything was perfect, until that day...

That day of controversy, conflict and canon-esque.

I found a One Way Ticket around all of it, Fairly and yet all failed, because of someone. Not the 456.

Hello Terry. It is me. Zambiealex.

The guy who, why I must say, Harassed you.

Long story short, I am very sorry for my unruly behavior and I understand if you still, and the others who apparently had some involvement in this, hate me for such and such. I would give anything to become friends with you again and to go back to things that normally where a thing. Whilst I have been in exile, I thought to myself, regretting everything I have done, I have learned to accept your orientation and Yes, I do support it now.

I lost everything, My friends (here), my reputation and my love for this place. It is too late to help me as I am in way below core-level, but I can save anyone who may do the same mistake as I have done.

I also apologies to the wiki, mainly the people who are part of it. I do not expect forgiveness from you all.

Can we all go back to the way things were, where I respected everyone and everyone respected me, and stop the abuse of me and my name as an example of the worst wiki user?