User blog comment:Marcia Aeris/138 and broken by a stupid system/@comment-26572281-20170913062108/@comment-27138615-20170915071632

But here's the thing, I don't really want to join them in the first place, so I feel like forcing myself to join them is kinda cheating. I respect those who do it for fun, but I generally don't really like joining as I'm not really the person for them.