User blog:Camwood777/Shift Into Reverse, Spongebob!

 Disclaimer: If you've been living under a rock, ignored this, or just have somehow missed this all, and wonder what the heck this is about: 


 * This thread,
 * This thread,
 * This thread,
 * And this blog.
 * ...god that's a lot of stuff in hindsight o.o;

Specifically, this is a follow up to the blog, but this is mostly to address the situation overall.

Consider yourself disclaimed!

...Now then. On with the announcement-type stuff.

' I'm not gonna be leaving. '

'''I'll admit. I was getting far too stressed out. Unhealthily so.''' But I personally felt I had to at the time. And I was kind of in a rush to get this over as fast as possible, and got really peeved once various users were attempting to not allow such things to happen.

But, I'm sorry for the most part. I'll admit; while I still believe that I am in the right for the most part (I'll admit some words I said were rather harsh, but I still feel that Pink had gone too far), and I cannot find it within me to forgive Pinkgirl or Insert Your Name Here for really any of the stuff they did yet, if even at all, (the former should be clear, but the latter calling me a "butthurt feminist" and telling me to "[f-word] off")... To everybody else? Marcia, Elemec, really anybody who didn't want to get involved with the drama, and likely like 50 people I forgot? I apologize.

I'm not killing myself. I'm too terrified of death to do so, and if I wasn't, I'd probably be dead long before this ever happened. But I won't tell a lie when I say I was getting suicidal thoughts.

'''"So now what?", you may ask. Honestly, your guess is as good as mine.''' But, if I had to make a short list, here's stuff I plan to, or might at least try to, do.
 * First things first, I need a staff member with rollback privileges to rollback my user page. I changed that in my fit of depression, and given I'm not leaving, it's kind of redundant.
 * Removing my staff badges shouldn't be done, just set them all to n so I don't have to re-find the template.
 * I'm probably going to wait out the warnings and the temporary demotion set in place in the first place, too. I'm not sure when that ends, presumably 2-3 months or so. You ask TULO, not me; he's the guy who came up with that idea.
 * In addition, I MIGHT (and this is a big might) try and bring some of my pre-existing close friends along to the wiki if I can do so. The reason this is uncertain is that on top of lacking Wikia accounts + really any knowledge of PvZ, my pre-existing feud with Pinkgirl, which I vented to them and they're now aware of, might end up kinda causing them to act up regarding that. So keeping them in check would be rather difficult, especially given one of them is the kind of person who would probably kill a man for me, admittedly.
 * However, expect lower activity for quite awhile. I'm not going to be active as I was, hopefully for obvious reasons. I'll still attempt to keep at least 1 mainspace edit and 1 forum post a day going for as long as I can, so don't expect me to just kinda pop into, say, Chat, say "butt fart", and leave for the day. I'll still be trying to help to the best of my ability.
 * In addition to lower activity, please don't remind me of this incident, don't put me near anybody associated with this incident, and just flat-out never mention this incident. Like, ever. Let's not repeat this. I'd rather this just go down in history as an "it happened, now don't ask." event. For you TVTropes users, this means that I want you to let us never speak of this again.

Anything else? Not really, no. If you have any form of question, go ahead and ask it. Just, don't be rude, assertive, or flat-out aggressive about it. I've seen more than enough drama in the 6 months(!) I've been on this wiki to fulfill an entire 2 years in the past 3 days. And that's terrible.

'tl;dr: You're asking me'' for a tl;dr? Well... 'kay? I'm coming back, though I'll be having lower activity for awhile. And I'm not killing myself.'''

''P.S.:, , , and and  are all awesome people for reasons I don't have the time in me to explain. Shout out to them!'' ''P.P.S.: If you're wondering how I calmed down, it was a mix of Isaac, tasteful memes, and writing. And reddit. ...Mostly reddit.'' ''P.P.P.S.: Please keep it civil in the comments. I'm as tired of this as you likely are, but if you have to assert something or be aggressive in what you're saying, you shouldn't say it. P.P.P.P.S.: shoutout to simpleflips (link has some PG-13 language) ''P.P.P.P.P.S.: I'm bad at closing blogs out. I'll see myself out now.''

Sincerely,  -teh Zombiez  ~ CHU-TENG [Camwo od777] TONG-NOU ~ 23:24, July 6, 2016 (UTC)