User blog comment:Camwood777/An Open Letter to the Wiki/@comment-4009269-20170621222415/@comment-7091122-20170622000034


 * As we have established, I have low self-esteem. Read, NO self-esteem. If I were to wait until I feel right to return, I would NEVER return, because I would never feel that way. Because I hate myself.
 * Buddy, I've experimented with EVERYTHING. Guess what I haven't found? Guess where we are right now? Exactly. Unless you want me to do illegal drugs or self-harm, I have done all the experimenting possible.
 * They CAN'T help. That's literally the problem.
 * I do. But contrary to belief, it takes time to solve a problem. So it's a good thing that, even with a therapist or three considered, the problems pile up faster than the rate they're cleared, right?
 * I know you're trying to help, but it's really not helping me. If they helped, I would have stopped having depression, anxiety, and self-hatred in the same year I got it. And I absolutely hate getting repeat "advice" if it doesn't help in the slightest, because after awhile, getting the same unhelpful information stops becoming tolerable and comes off as if they don't care, or even worse, as if they're trying to be annoying and unhelpful. I've checked; all I need left on this thread to reach the GHQ (Generic Help Quota) and fill the stereotypical "advice" bucket list, is for someone to post the long list of suicide hotlines to call on the phone I don't have. I've been in this situation so many times, I know all the generic advice that people give and doesn't help me.