User blog comment:Brainulator9/About ProcastinatorMan.../@comment-24295040-20140821015746

So PMan revealed why he left.

I reserved this to myself because I used to have some faith in the users and because of the whole thing itself, it could have lowered their self-esteem and got them to do things to my selfish goal, not to the benefit of the wiki. Yes, it's why I left in the first place.

For your pleasure, here's the basics of it. I felt too unimportant, and I felt that the people in there were just awful. Details, details, details.

I'm not sugarcoating any more. Hey Brainulator, remember that one time in chat. Yeah, when you tried to get where I live via process of elimination. You thought I was dumb enough to not figure it out. I said no, but you kept going. And so did Deathie, and WM. Am I supposed to be in a community where the example of people is one where people keep asking where one lives when they say no?

So, why did I feel unimportant? Simple, there were a whole bunch of bureaucrats, and I didn't do anything to stand out. Not only that, there were a lot of admins too. I had earlier stepped down from bureaucrat to admin, because I felt I wasn't as needed with the green. Then I tried again because I felt confident again. But the same thing happened, so I decided to just not be bureacrat.

Now, the two together, yes. Awful community with some small saving graces that don't outdo the awfulness. I was basically the same to the community whether I was a bureaucrat or an admin or a regular user. Why keep contributing to it?

I wanted only Starfruity and KF to know this, so I told Starfruity and told him to tell KF but not reveal it to anyone. I prevented myself from saying he knew, to prevent him from being stalked for the reason. So basically, by that point the only active users I liked anymore were Starfruity and KF. Why bother when I can always use FB to talk with them? And that's not all of it, but all I'm willing to say for the moment.