User blog:God named ARUGAL/This is goodbye



Read the whole blog, it means very much to me.

I recently told you guys I would be taking a hiatus only. Well, all of that changed. I'm stressed, lonely, and I can't get over myself while I'm fleshing out edits in the Final Nights Wikia. So, I'll be leaving forever. I may come back, or come here to occasionally visit.

Look, I'm sick and stressed of all the drama. I'm worried for the sake of my safety, and I can't get these things out of my head. Now I see what this looks like, it's time to pack up my bags and move to another wiki. I'm not depressed, however, and I will not disable my account. It's just, my chest feels heavy and I have a burden that will never stop coursing in my head. It's just a corpse party drama that starts all over again. I think my time has come.

I'm thinking of the good times I had. I will miss all my friends, and I will call out for them in my mind. All the good times will never end.

With that being said, I will no longer pursue my dream as a Chat-Moderator. I remember my mistakes, my explosions, and I think the damage is already done. Rather, I will adopt a wiki and reinforce it, better than simply lounging around it chat, I can style and build my own community. But I miss the times when I was a humble, simple one, when I was in one of a community.

I will cut off my interaction with this wiki, except my closest friends. (Pinkgirl234 and Elemec)

So with that being said, bye guys. I'll miss this community.

If you want to contact me, take a look at these links:

 * Final Nights Wiki (Awake)
 * DeviantArt
 * Steam (Note this account is limited)