Board Thread:Reporting station/@comment-4009269-20170710233215/@comment-7091122-20170711000956

Starfruity wrote: Camwood777 wrote: Seriously? It's like I said, everything I do I end up being the bad guy. Even when I blatantly enforce the rules against harassment.

For the record, I was not using any loopholes. I was muted off the server and had no other choice if I wanted to speak with TCLP.

And, of course, you make it a point that I "turn down people helping me", without recognizing why I do so. I bring this up in my latest blog. Long story short, even if I got the "help", it wouldn't do a thing. The outcome would still be the same, negative result. So why bother with it if it won't do a thing? All it does, is delay the inevitable, and waste time and energy. If you have a choice between two tunnels, and at the end is a punch in the face, would you rather pick a short one, or a long one with hurdles to jump over, cliffs to dive and climb, and bear traps to avoid?

And don't realize my own flaws? Seriously? I do that. I do more than that. The problem is that I feel like absolutely nobody here wants to do that themselves. They want to treat me as just the bad guy who stirs up drama, so even if I do recognize my flaws, it's as good as if I didn't. And what good is it if I'm doing it, if nobody recognizes it, much less their own?

If you're honestly surprised by a word I've said, you likely have not listened to a word I've said the past few weeks. I've been forced into constant situations where I have zero freedom in what I do, I lost my great grandmother, I have to worry about being too busy for my friends resulting in me losing them and being unable to stop them, and NOW I have to worry about being punished for having the gull, the nerve, to be upset about people treating me poorly, and have to fight for my life to make sure I'm not going to unfairly lose something I spent 1.5 years working for.

In short, I recognize my problems, and I'm listening.

The real question is, are you. Hmm, so you were intending to insult him on the server if you had the capability to do so?

Whatever, we've already discussed this. I can't have sympathy if you won't even try to accept help.

I said not to bother saying that again, I get it.

I told you I didn't want it to come to this, but you brought this on yourself.

And yes, I am listening Cam. I have listened and listened and listened, but honestly, who gives a damn because it means nothing, you'll just shout at me for trying to help, so why should I care? Where are you getting that? No, I wasn't.

I blatantly expressed WHY I turned down help. Long story short, it does nothing, so why bother with it.

Oh, so it's ME who did this. Not the fact I have no control in my life, the numerous people flat-out attacking me, and the fact I'm slowly going insane because of other people's actions. I'm the guy who's giving up the control, making people insult me, and making people do things that drive me insane. Yep. Mhmm.

Maybe if you were actually planning on doing something helpful instead of trying to negate something I worked 1.5 years of my life for and making me have to fight tooth and nail to make sure it doesn't happen, I would be a lot more inclined to actually do something else other than argue. But when the help I get is "lose your rights you spent a year and a half of your life working for and get told it's all your fault and be yelled at that you did this to yourself", what do you expect me to do? Smile, nod, and say thank you?