User blog comment:Camwood777/An Open Letter to the Wiki/@comment-4009269-20170621222415/@comment-4009269-20170622002336

Okay, so my suggestions won't help. You've tried everything. Where does that leave us? Nowhere. You can't just sit around and complain about your problems, so you have to do something. Like I keep saying, getting involved in conflicts in an internet community is not the thing to do here. If you want to help yourself, you need to stop this, whether it's by leaving or demoting yourself or whatever. Your hard-earned rights are safe so long as you demote yourself, so you can get them back whenever you're ready without issue. I know you said you have no self esteem, but that's exactly the problem. But currently, you being an admin is problematic, not to us, but to yourself.