Board Thread:Plants vs. Zombies Wiki discussion/@comment-27138615-20160705172545/@comment-24863355-20160706031011

Camwood777 wrote: Oh, great. Now this thread is becoming support for PinkGirl.

I might as well close it now. We all know nothing's going to happen to her now.

Pinkgirl234 wrote:

Camwood777 wrote:

Itsleo20 wrote: Because you caused me to have a mental breakdown in chat, talked behind my back despite showing how much you disliked others doing so to you, and got me a warning despite the fact you were making me feel uncomfortable.  But apparently, you're always right, and I should "watch who I call a monster."

You performed what is essentially hate speech. So it was correct.

I was having a mental breakdown.  Do you think I'm going to recall a minor rule like that, when I'm going insane because of  you?

You seem keen to blame it on insanity, when you can speak coherently.

'I might not be perfect either, but that still doesn't make you any good, and it sure as heck doesn't make you making me want to KILL MYSELF okay. '

She has never said she wanted to make you commit suicide.

My wrong doings don't magically make YOUR wrong doings invalidated.

And vice versa. So, me saying that immediately invalidates what Pinkgirl has done? That it's suddenly okay to make me feel like garbage, give me a warning when I call her out for making me feel uncomfortable, and talking about me behind my back, just because I said these two words?

You don't have to be sane to speak coherently. I have no idea where you get that idea, when Crazy Dave is literally an "insane" character in the game this entire wiki is about.

That doesn't mean she doesn't make me want to do so. She's caused me suffering to the point of me having a nightmare where she rapes me.

'But whatever, like you'' care. You're pretty annoyed with my existence, judging by that blog.' Maybe I should'' kill myself and do you a favor, huh? So that way you don't have to put up with me, and I don't have to suffer anymore. It's a win/win! No, it's not, and everyone here is proving it as we speak.
 * 1) The thing is you made a big deal out of the warning when you and TULO could have just discussed it alone. I've had users talk about me without being in chat before, and overreacted too greatly despite that they gave constructive criticism. But realizing the way I bursted out my anger, I decided to mature from there afterwards.
 * 2) Wait? What the actual--
 * 3) Look. Nobody wants you to kill yourself! A lot of us already told you that.
 * 1) It was a false warning. Do you think I'd enjoy that?
 * 2) You heard Leo, you can't be insane if you can speak coherently.
 * 3) So why do I want to do it? And why does nobody want to do anything to actually prevent me from having those feelings?

Now that that's out of the way, I'd like to take a look at the collateral damage this is causing, and actually realistically account for it.

This situation is dragging all of us down. It's making us, especially me, feel hopeless and filled with despair. I spent the last few hours unable to get Cam out of my head no matter how hard I tried, no matter how many times I tried to enjoy my own games, and no matter how many times I kept playing the same song on loop.'' And you know what? It was making me miserable the whole time.''

As I said before, I was, and still am, shaking trying to find a way to bring this to a close. Hell, I almost cried during that period. But the circumstances of this situation have demotivated me from making any choices beyond talking that could help. I know for sure that our best bet against suicide would be /r/SuicideWatch on Reddit. But I just can't figure out how to get the message out to those who frequent the sub.

Plus, I knew how miserable a situation like this would be before I even came to realize the grim circumstances of it. I once read an article from the SCP Foundation about a cursed fictional feud that's strikingly similar to this one, only without any extranormal occurrences.

I don't think I'll ever feel true happiness until I can see Cam able to enjoy himself. Like I said, the feelings a human has for another transcend all mental boundaries, even ones you thought would always stick with you through life.

Cam, you really need to read the essay-level posts I've dropped in these threads. I actually do care for you and don't support Pink whatsoever, and even if I can't provide any advice of use to you, you'll still know that I'm here, risking my mental stability for someone I don't even know in person. I'm selfless that way.