User blog:WintahMhelon18/A Nigh Goodbye to 2017

After some inactivity for several months, I finally decided to make this (and possibly journalize as well). Ah, 2017, it is nice being with ya, a lot of things are changing, that hopefully I may embrace or do myself such favors. First and foremost, I want to give the guys who still remembered or missed me a shout out. People come and go, but few will stay. 2017 has been just a decent year to me. So while at it--

-I was at a possible route to conquer my pyrotechnophobia; yes I had a fear of loud sounds coming from firecrackers and fireworks. As of now, I'm still fighting.

-School has become very hectic for me. I'm a STEM student who utterly hates the fact that most of the subjects where i have time to chill were removed and then frickin change them into something harder, (double Mathematics is NOT what I sign up for) When it comes to projects, some people just have terrifying standards. On the bright side, They'd highly rely on me in certain works, especially when it comes to drawings).

-I was of course inactive in this Wiki through this year, it emitted a different vibe for me. I may miss a lot of stuffs there (I'm talking to you, dramas) but i can still feel it is less enjoyable now. Since the day I joined here until half of 2016 was a lot more fun, rendering the Wiki as something that comforts and/or invigorates me and made me less miserable. Talking to internet friends, chatting nonstop (before Discord exists), making digital art requests, making and joining in forum games, contributing here (tho only based on my interest). Right now, it's a series of sighs. It may have gone downhill in a way, but you get the picture. I almost decided to quit.....forever.

-I have never felt this stressed or depressed in my life.

-Last December 18, I turned 17. One more year to adulthood.

-Right now with the same vibe from here, I just don't know what to do. This Wiki has helped me personally build into a better person and feel good about myself. When it does its job done for me, i utterly appreciate it. I will face more struggles in life. This has been a tear shed upon me, as one day I have to say goodbye to this Wiki.

-And I might guess, very few might remember me, but I hope some of you enjoyed my company, making avatars, making forum games (some might remember CoE and TTCKYFATZ and they were a big hit), chatting random things, seeing me type "Yo" and "Yoback" in chat and just act all "cool" and all.

This has been WintahMhelon18 of 2017. Thanks for reading this, have a blast for 2018 and peace out.

~The Cold Beholder