User blog comment:Zambiealex/This/@comment-25648422-20180127084304

Hello, Zambie. I must say, it is good that you finally came out and decided to directly apologize to Terry.

But you must listen. If you really are sincere in turning over a new leaf, then prove it. Words are not enough. You have to prove it through your actions over the following days to come.

Here are the following you should try and do, if you don't mind me listing them down:
 * Learn to acknowledge that you made mistakes. Don't shift the blame to other people. Don't try to deny them. If it's your fault, then it is your fault and your fault alone.
 * Stop being proud or arrogant. No matter how many good things you did for this wiki, if you act like a jerk to others or if you refuse to accept the fact that you make mistakes that you should admit and sincerely apologize for, it's useless. People look at more at your attitude, not for the great things you did.
 * Sincerely apologize to the users you heart. Terry is not the only one you should apologize to (hana forgave you as well, by the way). There are other users. Recall those users.

You're not hopeless, alright? There were a lot of users who did screwed-up stuff who owned up to their mistakes and changed for good. You can do that as well. Just be sincere about finally changing for good. If you do that, then perhaps those who hated or are angry at you will be willing to forgive you.

Okay? :)

Like I said, you are not hopeless. Just stay true to your word.