Board Thread:Reporting station/@comment-4009269-20170710233215/@comment-4009269-20170711000629

Camwood777 wrote: Seriously? It's like I said, everything I do I end up being the bad guy. Even when I blatantly enforce the rules against harassment.

For the record, I was not using any loopholes. I was muted off the server and had no other choice if I wanted to speak with TCLP.

And, of course, you make it a point that I "turn down people helping me", without recognizing why I do so. I bring this up in my latest blog. Long story short, even if I got the "help", it wouldn't do a thing. The outcome would still be the same, negative result. So why bother with it if it won't do a thing? All it does, is delay the inevitable, and waste time and energy. If you have a choice between two tunnels, and at the end is a punch in the face, would you rather pick a short one, or a long one with hurdles to jump over, cliffs to dive and climb, and bear traps to avoid?

And don't realize my own flaws? Seriously? I do that. I do more than that. The problem is that I feel like absolutely nobody here wants to do that themselves. They want to treat me as just the bad guy who stirs up drama, so even if I do recognize my flaws, it's as good as if I didn't. And what good is it if I'm doing it, if nobody recognizes it, much less their own?

If you're honestly surprised by a word I've said, you likely have not listened to a word I've said the past few weeks. I've been forced into constant situations where I have zero freedom in what I do, I lost my great grandmother, I have to worry about being too busy for my friends resulting in me losing them and being unable to stop them, and NOW I have to worry about being punished for having the gull, the nerve, to be upset about people treating me poorly, and have to fight for my life to make sure I'm not going to unfairly lose something I spent 1.5 years working for.

In short, I recognize my problems, and I'm listening.

The real question is, are you. Hmm, so you were intending to insult him on the server if you had the capability to do so?

Whatever, we've already discussed this. I can't have sympathy if you won't even try to accept help.

I said not to bother saying that again, I get it.

I told you I didn't want it to come to this, but you brought this on yourself.

And yes, I am listening Cam. I have listened and listened and listened, but honestly, who gives a damn because it means nothing, you'll just shout at me for trying to help, so why should I care?