User blog comment:Camwood777/An Open Letter to the Wiki/@comment-4009269-20170621222415

You need to find some real-world help. Given your situation, this wiki is not the place you should be spending your time, continuing to stress yourself out like this. It's clear you're going through some rough times and I can relate, and that's why I know the best solution to this is to disconnect yourself from all of this.

The problem is, you say that we're all guilty in this situation while also pushing all of the blame onto us for saying that you're messing up. Maybe the way people have been saying it has been rather blunt, but the fact of the matter is that if people feel you're misbehaving in a democratic environment, you probably are. Please don't take this as an insult because I'm not intending it as one, but if the way you're trying to handle things is only causing a disastrous spiral of worsening the situation, you really need to rethink what you're doing.

I get you have a lot going on, but you're trying to get everyone else to understand what you're going through while also yelling at anyone who tries to offer advice. It's great that you're acknowledging your mistakes, but it doesn't make it alright to continue making them, regardless of reasons surrounding it. As I said before, continuing to stay around all this drama that's built up is only causing yourself more pain, and that's why I really think you should take a break for a while. Leave this place, find some way to cope with your problems, talk to your parents, a therapist, anyone, but ranting about it here isn't going to get you anywhere other than deeper into the abyss you're finding yourself in.